那一夜

那一夜，你出现在我眼前。。。但，我并不懂得去面对你。。。所以，对不起，当夜，我们彻彻底底成为了陌生人。。。一声招呼都没有。。。一丝笑容也没有。。。我真的。。。。。。。。。

Merry Christmas^^

MERRY CHRISTMAS^^ I bought the DVD- The Phantom Of The Opera~~ ^^( Satisfied) lol...
It's nice but it's quite confusing~~~ So there's some mix-up part... lol...
I love the theme song ^^ So opera~fied... xD

Chyi Gek!! ^^

Oww My Gawd!! I went to genting highlands with my family + Adel ^^ We played Corkscrew and Spaceshot and some other stuffs... It was so fun, during spaceshot, it seemed like i can actually see the whole Genting Highland covered with fog... OMG!!! I was FLYING!!! ^^It's just so chyi gek HAHA!!! I was shouting like hell~ I was shivering like shit~ i was laughing like siao cha bor~~~ We planned to try the flying~coaster but we din't...
Reason 1: Money gt used up... xD
Reason 2:It's closed when we get there... aww
We actually spent most on snacks ^^ lol....and we spent most of the time queing... xD

A Fight

It was not suposed to be A FIGHT right? It was just a conversation... Right? You asked me why am i always asking the same question and i'm now tellin you cuz' you NEVER EVER EVER give an answer!! You dump a moutain height of question marks towards me and it was not so easy to solve!!! Do you ever realized that it was actually harder that dying?!? It's UNFAIR to me!!! You can just dump all sorts of question to me and once i left ONE question mark i'll get killed!!! By YOU!!! I had ENOUGH for everything!!!

I don't know why

although i get enough of you

it was all just a fake mask of mine

i told you i was'nt hurt

i told you you don't need to feel hurt after shooting me

but i was hurt....

AM I STEWPEEDIE OR WHAT

AM I STEWPEEDIE OR WHAT!?! Sometimes, i don't know what am i doin and i don't know what should i do next... I lost my direction in a suddent. I just wanna say i missed you so much. I don't care will we be friends in the future like the past, i just hope that being a STEWPEEDIE brings me and you lots of happiness...

I BEG YOU

PLEASE DON'T GO

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE

AND GIVE A PRESENT FOR ME

THAT'S LONELINESS

分享不到的快乐

有好多好多的快乐，我好想与你分享哦！可是，后来才想起。。。我是无法与你分享这份快乐。。。我清楚知道，我们再也无法像当初那样分享快乐，分担悲伤。。。只有在你面前，我才能够把心是赤裸裸的诉说。你那么突然地消失，从此，我的心事就只属于我自己，我没有办法在对另一个人诉说了。。。

RACH GETS DETENTION!!!

OMG!!! I've been separated from my own group to the butterworth girl's group because of xiang ling's absent during ballet class this evening!!! I was so nervous, i was so scared, i felt hopeless, i felt so helpless, my brain was blank, it was just me and the other STIM girl from our group. I don't know what should i do. I feel like running out the class, i feel like crying but i din'nt. So i'm not mad at myself. Infact, i'm proud of myself. I just did every excersice with the least mistake. And those GAL were doing different steps and they made me confused!!! Good thing i still can breath~ After Priscilla's class, i ran upstairs to studio B and i cried. I WON"T WANT TO GO TO THE OTHER GROUP EVER AGAIN!!!

I'M HERE xD

Hey Holiday! I missed you so much and now I'M HERE!!! But one thing, i get bored spending time with you sometimes... sorry for that~ It's just no point having holiday, what i did most is PIG-GING~ I set my alarm clock to ring by 8 in the morning, i turned out waking up in 12.30 in the afternoon!!! COOL!!! I can still take a nap from 4.30 afternoon till 8.30 evening!!! GAWD!! I'm damn turning pink and start loving mud~ Cause that's what pigs do. Is'nt it?!?

OH YAY!!!!

OH YAY!!!

He replied me!!! In a very...erm... fun way!!!

Whatever he said, i felt i'm not drifted. Just as long as he talks to me!!!

Okay!!! ENOUGH for him. Lily Cheah changed my maths' mark from 93% to 96%!!! OH LA LA!!

My malay improved but not as much as i wished for...T_T... Talking about my chinese, i worried most for that. It was so hard i can't even understand what does the WEN YEN WEN means.

OW MY FROG!!!

别走。好吗？

我好累
可是我，却不想睡。
我好害怕，一旦睡着了，在挣开眼睛后，
你。。。已走远了。。
一年时间怎么那么快过呢？
我还来不及将你的手紧握，
你却消失了

人生好多遗憾

我遗憾

在你留下的最后一天

我没法珍惜

对不起

Tha Last Day In Farm 1 With Farmer Lee!!!

I don't understand why am i so... ermm... i just don't know how to express my feelings!!! The form 5s and uper 6s are leaving!!! NOT GOOD!!! Okay, it's good when exam is over, but when everyone left the class, there were just me, and some of my class mates, my tears dropped so UN~CONTROLABLE... I just missed my FRIENDS!!! They are all so IMPORTANT to me, I don't want to lose them so fast!!! We just spend a year or less being together... And my MJ mate, that's Yon Kwang, he's leaving too. But nevermind. As long as they have our memories stored in their mind, it's enough.

Yun Jing, Yee Ding

E Ying, Adeline

Shin Yee, Seow Chen

Zi Jian, Khai Ren

Yen Peng, Yon Kwang

and more...

All in a sudent...

All in a sudent
i'm missing you again
i started to sob
there's no way i get to stop
i tried controling it
i tried smilling in front of everyone
but i can't control
i turned my back over
my tears droped
my skirt is wet
my eye's are red
cuz i know
it's time for me to say goodbye
cuz i refused
so i cried...

I realy missed you much

and i'll never forget

the memories we've made

and the smile

on you face

as you're always

in my HEART

EYESHADOW ME!!!

ARGGGHHH!!!! Everyone's calling me eyeshadow for my chinese name sound the same as EYESHADOW... However, i'm having my exam but i'm still here updating my bloggies... i cnt get my layzei ass of this chair and my dancing fingers of my key board! I love my keyboard.... I just don't know where to start my revision... I opened the book, soon, i closed it back... It was like i saw everything i learnt before and i'm clear about that 1 and only part but i don't even know what are th others. It's so FREAKINGLY weird. I feel odd not to study the subjects but i felt uncomfortable when i study the subjects... OMG!!! What the hell is going on with me... GAWDIE!!!

nothing is going right here

i want to make good friends with all the subjects

but they turned up to be my greatest enemy

HEART BROKEN!!

失望。因为你

你说过，你会再回来的。。。你说过，你不会连一句再见都没说就离开了。。。是你说过的，你也答应了。。。 可是为什么。。。 为什么。。。你从来都不遵守诺言？？？ 我很兴奋的等着你的到来。。。我慢慢的等。。。时间悄悄地流逝。。。时间到了。。。你都没来。。。我继续地等，我希望你会来。。。 可是到了最后一秒钟，你始终没有出现。。。为什么？你总爱让我等？为何？你总是没有到？为什么？你给了我一丝希望，你却又再次让我失望。。。甚至是绝望。。。

陌生的。你

曾经得我们，有说不完的话题。。。曾经得我们，会互相安慰。。。 会聆听对方诉苦。。。曾经得我们， 不到十一点三十分是不会罢休，继续地聊。。。曾经的你，是如此关心我，也时常逗我笑。。。 曾经得我们，虽然只是朋友，但却如此快乐。。。
不懂为什么。。。 近来的我们，怎么那么生疏。。。怎么那么陌生。。。看见你，我害怕靠近你。。。 走过你，只是一' hi '字。。。 可是我的心。。。并不是这样想的。。。我想要的，是曾经得我们，是快乐的我们。。。虽然你口说，我们永远都是朋友。。。但，我们做到了吗？现在的我们，还算是朋友吗？
我不知道。。。 你是否会永远记住‘我们是永远的朋友’这句话。。。 你是否会永远记得我。。。我只想告诉你， 你的笑容， 会永远留在我的记忆中，会永远徘徊在我心里。。。

离别

你，将要离开我们了。。。我不知道，我们还有没有机会再duty同一个岗位了。。。你唱的那首‘平聚’ 我永远都不会忘记。。。 我喜欢，我们背靠着背，望着蓝蓝的天，唱这一首歌的感觉。。。我舍不得你。。。我还记得。。。当初，我们都不是很满意对方。。。久而久之，我们成了好朋友。。。我去北京的那段日子，我很想念你， 我知道你也很想念我。。。我真的好舍不得你。。。我答应你，以后，我什么喜怒哀乐的事都与你分享。。。我会听你对我说你新的senior如何对你。。。我不会忘记我们在一起的时光。。。我只想告诉你，你是我最好，也是我唯一的partner。。。以后marching何fall in我们都要站在一起，好吗？

从新开始

我总算看清你的真面目了吧。。。我万万没有想到你竟然会是一个重色亲友的人。。。你不是答应我你不会生气的吗？可是为什么你又生气了呢？我只是把我的感想告诉你，我并没有恶意。。。你说你疼她。。。可我觉得你在包庇她，在宠她。。。我不是吃醋，我只是想让你知道我的感想罢了。。。你最终生气了。。。你提出要和我从心开始做同学，还自我介绍了。。。

你最珍贵

你知道吗？在我心中，你是无价的。。。只有你，愿意聆听我向你诉苦。。。只有你，才能为我的人生添加色彩。。。你，就像我生命力的一道彩虹，点缀了我的天空。。。是你，将我脸上的泪，都擦干了，再为我勾上笑容。。。雨天，你为我披上外套。。。是你，在我最失落时安慰我，陪着我。。。聊天也好，沉默也好。。。你是我最要好的朋友。。。你，最珍贵。。。