Sunday, November 21, 2010

RACH GETS DETENTION!!!

OMG!!! I've been separated from my own group to the butterworth girl's group because of xiang ling's absent during ballet class this evening!!! I was so nervous, i was so scared, i felt hopeless, i felt so helpless, my brain was blank, it was just me and the other STIM girl from our group. I don't know what should i do. I feel like running out the class, i feel like crying but i din'nt. So i'm not mad at myself. Infact, i'm proud of myself. I just did every excersice with the least mistake. And those GAL were doing different steps and they made me confused!!! Good thing i still can breath~ After Priscilla's class, i ran upstairs to studio B and i cried. I WON"T WANT TO GO TO THE OTHER GROUP EVER AGAIN!!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I'M HERE xD

Hey Holiday! I missed you so much and now I'M HERE!!! But one thing, i get bored spending time with you sometimes... sorry for that~ It's just no point having holiday, what i did most is PIG-GING~ I set my alarm clock to ring by 8 in the morning, i turned out waking up in 12.30 in the afternoon!!! COOL!!! I can still take a nap from 4.30 afternoon till 8.30 evening!!! GAWD!! I'm damn turning pink and start loving mud~ Cause that's what pigs do. Is'nt it?!?

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

OH YAY!!!!

OH YAY!!!
He replied me!!! In a very...erm... fun way!!!
Whatever he said, i felt i'm not drifted. Just as long as he talks to me!!!
Okay!!! ENOUGH for him. Lily Cheah changed my maths' mark from 93% to 96%!!! OH LA LA!!
My malay improved but not as much as i wished for...T_T... Talking about my chinese, i worried most for that. It was so hard i can't even understand what does the WEN YEN WEN means.
OW MY FROG!!!

别走。好吗?

我好累
可是我,却不想睡。
我好害怕,一旦睡着了,在挣开眼睛后,
你。。。已走远了。。
一年时间怎么那么快过呢?
我还来不及将你的手紧握,
你却消失了

人生好多遗憾
我遗憾
在你留下的最后一天
我没法珍惜
对不起

Tha Last Day In Farm 1 With Farmer Lee!!!

I don't understand why am i so... ermm... i just don't know how to express my feelings!!! The form 5s and uper 6s are leaving!!! NOT GOOD!!! Okay, it's good when exam is over, but when everyone left the class, there were just me, and some of my class mates, my tears dropped so UN~CONTROLABLE... I just missed my FRIENDS!!! They are all so IMPORTANT to me, I don't want to lose them so fast!!! We just spend a year or less being together... And my MJ mate, that's Yon Kwang, he's leaving too. But nevermind. As long as they have our memories stored in their mind, it's enough.

Yun Jing, Yee Ding
E Ying, Adeline
Shin Yee, Seow Chen
Zi Jian, Khai Ren
Yen Peng, Yon Kwang
and more...

Saturday, November 13, 2010

All in a sudent...

All in a sudent
i'm missing you again
i started to sob
there's no way i get to stop
i tried controling it
i tried smilling in front of everyone
but i can't control
i turned my back over
my tears droped
my skirt is wet
my eye's are red
cuz i know
it's time for me to say goodbye
cuz i refused
so i cried...

I realy missed you much
and i'll never forget
the memories we've made
and the smile
on you face
as you're always
in my HEART

EYESHADOW ME!!!

ARGGGHHH!!!! Everyone's calling me eyeshadow for my chinese name sound the same as EYESHADOW... However, i'm having my exam but i'm still here updating my bloggies... i cnt get my layzei ass of this chair and my dancing fingers of my key board! I love my keyboard.... I just don't know where to start my revision... I opened the book, soon, i closed it back... It was like i saw everything i learnt before and i'm clear about that 1 and only part but i don't even know what are th others. It's so FREAKINGLY weird. I feel odd not to study the subjects but i felt uncomfortable when i study the subjects... OMG!!! What the hell is going on with me... GAWDIE!!!

nothing is going right here
i want to make good friends with all the subjects
but they turned up to be my greatest enemy
HEART BROKEN!!