somehow...

You never know how much you meant to me... U never know how much happiness there is in my heart when those words poped out of your lips.... U never realise that i like the way to spoke to me so tenderly... U never know how much warmth i found from you the way u care about me and being so close to me when i'm in fear....
Do you remember the meaning of the word FOREVER? U said the word and u promised.... I never knew that your forever last for 1 month.... JUST 1 month.... You said you'll never hurt me or leave me alone... you said you'll share my joy and my sorrow.... But u ended up leaving.... Back facing me.... saying goodbye.... Not giving me a chance to call your name... for the last time....not at all....

Somehow, i wish you were here again...

somehow, i wish i had more of you.....
Somehow, your still deep inside my heart...
somehow, i smiled....

But i turned up in tears....

When i found out that was just a past....